Well, Aubree has now realized the greatness of warmth and being held, so now she wants to be held ALL the time...put her down and she lasts twenty minutes at most...no matter how much she is snuggles, swaddled....doesn't matter...Guess some doctors are right that the first three months are kind of like the fourth trimester in that the mothers hormones are still nutty and the baby still needs the constant warmth and closeness just like in the womb. Thats okay...my arms just get tired sometimes....This Friday, weather permitting of course, I might venture out in the world with the baby alone..we will see....hmm....should be interesting. My mom has been with me since I came home and Marc went back to work. I have the baby blues/post pardum issues again like I did with Arie but hopefully, in a month or so, I will be better. I just have to learn to relax, take it day by day, and know that infancy doesn't last forever and my raging hormones will subside soon as well.
Anyway, Alex and Arie are adjusting. As long as they get adequate attention, they are good. Arie has more breakdowns lately and Alex needs more cuddle time but thats okay with me! Anyway, I put Aubree on the bed so I could write this and she is starting to complain that she isn't being held so.....until next time...
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